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Introduction: Breath, Being, and Inquiry
This essay presents James Traverse’s original reflection on spiritual awakening, strongly influenced by his studies of Vedanta and the Upanishads. “Physics of the soul” is a poetic title for inquiry into being, breath, and relationship.
James uses “universal respiration” to explore receiving, abiding, releasing, and resting. This is a contemplative interpretation rather than a historical account of why the Upanishads were composed or a scientific explanation of the cosmos. Begin with the spiritual awakening guide for the practical context.
Takeaway 1: Space and Time are “Exhaled” into Existence

In James’s teaching, movement into and out of form becomes an image for our experience of space and time. The balloon analogy illustrates expansion and change; it does not establish that breathing creates physical spacetime.
“Like blowing up a balloon – the flow of air causes the balloon to expand – creating space – the description and measure of that expansion is what is called time.”
The image invites attention to how we experience change and measure it. Its four-part cycle is a philosophical framework rather than a universal law of physics.
Takeaway 2: The “AUM” Secret: A Four-Part Map of Consciousness
James relates A-U-M and silence to waking, dreaming, deep sleep, and the fourth, and adds his own breath correspondences. These correspondences are symbolic. Sounding Om aloud normally takes place on an exhalation; no breath holding is required for this reflection.
- ‘A’ (Inhalation): Represents Waking Consciousness (Jagrat). This is the coalescence of energy into physical form, where attention is focused outward on sensory objects.
- ‘U’ (Pause/Hold): Represents Dream Consciousness (Svapna). This is “energy-in-formation,” representing the subtle material world and mental impressions.
- ‘M’ (Exhalation): Represents Deep Sleep (Sushupti). This is the flow out of form and the release of the known. Crucially, the sages describe this not as an absence of experience, but as the “experience of absence” — a state where the mind is present, but mental activity is nil.
- Silence (Turiya): The silence following the sound represents the Spiritual Realm. Known as “The Fourth, relative to the other three” it is the realm of wisdom and insight that is not veiled by mental content and activity.
Takeaway 3: Elements and Sense Doors
James relates traditional elements to sense experience. These symbolic correspondences invite inquiry into our dependence on the world. They are not medical survival limits or a biological classification.
- Earth: Food and solid form, associated symbolically with smell.
- Water: Fluidity and drinking, associated symbolically with taste.
- Air: Movement and breathing, associated symbolically with touch.
- Fire: Light and warmth, associated symbolically with sight. Sunlight can trigger vitamin D synthesis in skin; vitamin D is not absorbed from sunlight. Loss of sunlight does not cause immediate non-existence. See the NIH vitamin D fact sheet.
The “Ultimate Element” (Pure Energy) is associated with the Ear and Global Listening (Sound/Silence).
This hierarchy demonstrates that we are not just breathing oxygen; we are “breathing” the entire elemental spectrum of the universe.
Takeaway 4: The “Inside” vs. “Outside” View of Reality

James uses “inside” and “outside” as explanatory lenses for Atman and Brahman. These are his teaching images, not exhaustive definitions or a claim that Atman is a limited personal observer.
- Atman: The view from the inside. It is the inner witnessing observer. Because it operates through a specific form, its perspective is localized and limited.
- Brahman: The view from the outside. It is Primordial Formless Energy, the limitless ground of all existence.
The sages used the “clay jar” metaphor: the space inside the jar (Atman) seems separate, but it is identical to the sky outside (Brahman). This realization is the “psychological nuclear bomb” contained in the Mahavakya (Great Statement): Tat Tvam Asi — “That Thou Art.” It destroys the ego by revealing that you are not a separate piece of meat walking through a universe, but the universe experiencing itself from a specific point of view.
Takeaway 5: “Neti Neti”—The Scalpel of Negation
To reach this realization, the sages developed a tool of extreme negation called Neti Neti (“Not this, not this”). They used it like a surgical scalpel to cut away temporary labels.
You say, “I am a manager” or “I am anxious.” The sages argue that if you can observe these things, you cannot be them. If you can hear the voice in your head, you are the observer, not the voice. You are the sky; your thoughts are merely clouds. By systematically stripping away everything that changes, you find the indestructible witness.
“Wherever there is an other, there is fear.”
This inquiry invites us to question the isolation of identification. It does not guarantee that anxiety will disappear; fear and distress deserve care alongside spiritual practice.
Takeaway 6: “Being Understanding” and the Absence of Absence
True realization requires a shift from Intellectual Understanding to Being Understanding (Knowing via Being).
James uses measurement as an image for the mind’s tendency to label experience. Here Maya points to the mistake of taking a mental description for reality itself; “to measure” should be read as an interpretive connection rather than a literal translation of the noun.
In contrast, “Being Understanding” is characterized by “The Absence of Absence.” This occurs when the conceptual scaffolding falls away. When even the mental label of “silence” is itself absent, you no longer know silence; you are silence [that is the Art of Listening]. This is the only way to truly know your nature as Brahman.
Returning to the Ocean
The human form is encased in five nesting layers, or Koshas, like a Russian nesting doll:
- Annamaya Kosha: The physical Food Sheath (Earth).
- Pranamaya Kosha: The Energy/Breath Sheath (Water).
- Manomaya Kosha: The Mental Sheath (Air).
- Vijnanamaya Kosha: The Wisdom Sheath (Fire).
Anandamaya Kosha: The Bliss Sheath (Atman)
James’s inside/outside reflection offers two perspectives on the same reality, rather than adding a sixth kosha.
The five-kosha framework names food, vital breath, mind, discernment, and bliss. James’s elemental correspondences and inside/outside language are his interpretive additions. The teaching invites inquiry beyond identification with any sheath.
When we identify with the outer layers, we live in fear. We are like drops of water in the ocean. If the drop believes it is separate, it lives in terror of being destroyed by the sea. But once the drop realizes it is the ocean, its fear vanishes. The clay jar of your ego may crack and eventually break, but the space inside remains unharmed and infinite.
Life is as simple as Breathing and as complicated as the Universe – You Are That!

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